Confused

When can you say that the love you feel is right?
"Love comes at the right time?!"
What if you feel it for the wrong person? Will it be considered wrong? It feels right but then if you think of what "should bes" this is wrong.

I am not sure what it means but he chose the male doll but then chose not to stay with him?!

Doubt

I almost lost my bestfriend because of doubt. I was just being safe, not that I doubt all of him, but because apart from being my friend he is my business partner. I was wrong and I admit it. Of course I was just being cautious on trusting my life to other people (though I told him siya na bahala sa buhay ko), because I plan around our plans, and was not sure if we'll be sticking together for long. And after knowing what I know, I thought he was not being honest and was not sincere. He was right when he said I was not sticking to the plan. And I hope the plan is still there after the confrontation.

I saw that he was very disappointed that of all the people, I also doubted him. And I deeply regret doing so. I don't know how I would make up to him. I know he said it's already in the past, but I still feel guilty, because I want to make him feel proud of himself tapos ako pala yung magdadoubt sakanya. Plus, he's always very supportive of me with anything, even blogging. He was the one who encouraged me to blog again.

I almost cried when I talked to him, and seeing him disappointed just crushed me. I hope to get past this guilt LOL.

Yes I was not following the plan, but now I know it and if he would ask, I am with him all the way, no questions asked.

Long Blog Absence

Blog absent for quite sometime already, not that I have nothing to write about, but I don't have time to write. My friend has been bugging me to write again, since he thought that our day from morning till wee had been so interesting, well more interesting and has a place in people's interest about kids doing business (okay, not kids, but young entrepreneurs).

Well for starters, life has been different since I moved in and out of my parents' house, moved in and out of my condo, and now moved in with friends' house. We started RichTEK (together with Richmond/Richard and now with Arnold) a supposed to be internet marketing company, but due to lack of marketing heads I can't push it at that. Think it should settle for being a system development company, anyway that's where Richmond is expert with.

As of the moment I am mostly with Jordan, from Equiknox Inc, a print and supply company, which he and Miguel and one of their friend started 6 or 8 months ago.

I am not sure how we happened, we just went from client to client everyday. Landing on some good projects, like Liwayway's Oishi Comic Book, where we became 'pakyaw' during the production. And we have other up coming project we hope we can deliver smoothly.

More on our everyday escapades in the following days :)

Update!
Lumabas na ang Cukoo(?!) bag. Yipee!

At Brentwood

Bought a 1br unit at Brentwood Mansion, thanks to my dad's down payment LOL am able to get it, but still on 10yr payment scheme. Hopefully can finish before 10 years.

Still has lots of work to do, but at least I have the few necessary stuff in already, like the fridge, water dispenser, mattress, table for work and WIFI!

Then I got myself nice deal on the curtains which we bought in 168 Mall.

I want a few things, that sana I can get for cheap price, pero hindi! Mahalia Jackson!

Chair~ Source: Design Folder

Artificial Grass for the balcony :)

And an iMac would be perfect (next time, MacBook Pro muna)

Source: Design Folder

Parang gusto ko na ayaw ko ng carpet na yun.

Gusto ko palitan din ang wood planks.

More to come.

iPhone 4/S Otterbox Commuter Series

Bought Otterbox (another) for the iPhone 4 mom gave me, but didn't know that it was for iPhone 4S. It feels less sturdy than that of my other Otterbox for BlackBerry, but nevertheless I still feel that my iPhone is on the right hands for protection.

I bought this one from the local distributor, TenkieBox, unlike my firsts that I have to ship from Fort Collins?! If I remember right.

Anyway, love my new Otterbox!